The sun is shining and my world seems to be pretty complete and complacent right now. I know, it's been a really long time since I've been able to say that. I absolutaly love my new apartment although I no longer have a bed because they came and got the other one and mine is being delivered tomorrow.
I got out of work early yesterday. Went home and ate a quick lunch, picked up the dogs and took my car for an oil change. Saw "G" while I was there and he was all smiles and giving me those sneaky little looks, it actually gave me goose bumps. I deposited my stimulus check and then drove to my parents to get my cat Shadow. I visitied with them for a little bit and then drove back to the apartment to get him settled in. My roomate was heading out to work so I curled up in a chair in my bedroom with the AC on and the cat on my lap and finished the movie that "G" and I had started the night before. "G" then texted me and asked if I wanted to come over to his house since I didn't have a bed and chill. I said sure and took a quick shower cause I was sticky from the humidity and packed a few things and the dogs and I left.
When I got there we looked over our mail and then hopped in the car to rent a movie and get some nachos (my favorite!) We stayed up and watched a light move, Fools Gold. We laughed and joked and it was really really nice. By the time it was over it was 11:30 and we both were exhausted. We plopped in bed and held each other until we fell asleep. It just felt so right. No stress. No fighting or bickering, just hanging out and enjoying each others company and NO ALCOHOL.
He got up first this morning and let the dogs out and did his thing. I got up after and made the bed and got ready to leave to go home and shower and dress. We gave each other a hug and kiss and he wished me a good day and thanked me for coming over. He held my face in the way that just melts me and gave me a heart felt kiss.
Later this late morning he texted me and said that it was too bad that we were both working cause it would be a nice day to go for a motorcycle ride on his Harley, I agreed. The sun is shining it's warm and I'm feeling on top of the world right now. I truly believe that "G" is is trying to make some changes in his life and I only want to give him the room and space he needs to do that, but I think that maybe hanging out with me is something that he needs and wants right now. I'm trying to keep my cool and erase all of the shit in our past. I did tell him last night that I lije the goos "G" better than the ass. He said that he really isn't an ass and needs to focus on being happy and productive. I told him that was a great start. So I'm working the rest of the day but I really don't mind cause I'm in such a good mood. Just can't wait to leave and hopefully going to the barn to hang out with Possum if it's not raining. The weather here has just been crazy. It has had some kind of precipitation for like the past 14 days, like periods of rain or whole days with rain. The farmer around here are just waiting to do their first cutting of hay but need a guaranteed dry day!
Have a great day everyone. As always I have a lot to do at work, but it makes me smile just thinking of the few good days "G" and I have had with each other. It really is like a breath of fresh air. He also invited me to his family's 4th of July party. I'm not totally sure, I told him that I would like to go but need to make sure it's te right thing for me and think about it a while. I just love his family and that seem to like me. I just need to make sure this is an appropriate step for us in the right direction.